While waiting

Just had an INCREDIBLE first partvof My day.. there was food driving errands and awesome company. . . Even cuddles along the way. While driiving there was a tour of the neighborhood where I grew up....
Um.. yay? Or more importantly reader, you may be thinking so what? Well that's your choice to think.. but where, why and how I'm making this post are what count here.
Where? From My doctors office waiting room. I'm sure I'm fine.. but I was supposed to get blood work done, and did't.. gotta give the doc something to bitch about.  But.  I'm blogging from here.. thanks to My new evo htc android smart phone.. loving it! I feel real good otherwise, I'm pretty sure my weight has dropped more and that My bp is still very good... I have only been eating small meals of mostly good stuff, healthy anyway...

I was trying however to figure out what I've done lately to deserve being called selfish. Is it wrong to realize that something is wrong, and take steps to fix them? To be unhappy, and works towards happiness?

I know, I hurt someone for what she probably has called NO REASON.  I can't say that she would be wrong, fact is she didn't really do anything wrong, things just weren't meant to be, sorry. I don't know if there's such a thing as a forever kind of love, I would like to think there is. I do know however that there is a "for as long as you both shall live" kind of love. I was blessed enough to see it happen twice to a very good Man. That kind of love, the kind that lasts a lifetime .. requires more than the ending relationship had left, maybe thete was no foundation for us to build on.  Or maybe the relationship had ran its course, and we had nothing left to give one another. Either way, on the outside chance that I did not want to dedicate the rest of MY DAYS the same to what would have become, or already was a failed reltionship...

But.  The appt went well.  I lost ten pounds and my blood pressure was 110 over 80
I guess I'm doing alright