Explanation
The single most concise way I could find to explain why I changed my life several years ago. I was drinking several times a week, eating way too much fast food, and take out. I was smoking 2 or more packs of cigarettes a day.
I've quit drinking
I don't eat fast food
I'm in the best physical shape
Of my life.
I'm happier now
Than ever before
posted by rjanis | 11:56 AM
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Any of those things could have been done at any time in your life...just saying. I hope that this time you will be happy. Lord knows it was a long hard road to get there. Peace. I'm leaving the area to be with my Dad. He needs me..and in many ways I need him. No sense in staying somewhere that holds too many memories.
K
I'm surprised that you have had nothing new to share about how wonderful your new life is? I confess that I do Not search for other sources of information about you. But I do send thoughts your way on occasion, while sitting outside and counting the stars... whether they reach you or not..well..you'd never post that here.
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You know, I made the comment that changed everything because I felt that
you were pressured into a proposal because of your family. That it wasn't really
your choice, but one that you felt you had to do. But you took it the wrong way.
Despite all that had happened I still loved you. But when you tossed me out
to full fill a comparative life to your father's that ended. Why you could not live
your own life and be happy was something that I won't ever understand.
We did have happiness. Why you believed that I was negative I will
never understand. But what it looked like to me was that when I said
"I think that I will have to file for bankruptcy" and that your next step was
to find some one new..I was just a tool for you. Once the money was gone, so was I.
You killed a dream and made me feel like I was just there for a bail out.
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